thank you. im STILL not receiving any notifications in my email about my messages and i must have gotten at least 3 or so in the past few days. so i just know that in a day or so, i will all of a sudden have 50 "new" emails which will all be messages that i have already responded to...
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Letters You'll Never Send
Started by keturavamp, Mar 26 2006 10:38 AM
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Posted 10 April 2006 - 04:27 PM
Dear Marriot Hotel Chain,
I slaved away as a housekeeper at your Portland location for two years, and I only got a $.25 raise?
Fuck you.
With a fist fulla rusty nails!
I QUIT!
~J~E~N~
PS: I've been stealing supplies and goods from you since the first week you hired me.
Thanks for all the free soap, shampoo, toilet paper, foodstuffs and that brand new goose-down quilt!
I slaved away as a housekeeper at your Portland location for two years, and I only got a $.25 raise?
Fuck you.
With a fist fulla rusty nails!
I QUIT!
~J~E~N~
PS: I've been stealing supplies and goods from you since the first week you hired me.
Thanks for all the free soap, shampoo, toilet paper, foodstuffs and that brand new goose-down quilt!
"Roses are RED, Violets are BLUE, I'll fuck you with a RAKE."
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Posted 18 April 2006 - 04:11 AM
Dear Laura
i really don't understand how your mind works. We had a moment, and i thought it was because you were drunk. The next day i appologised, but you said that it meant something to you. I loved you the moment i met you, and i think you felt the same, so why did you then ignore me and flirt with everyone else.
that night, we went home, and you kissed me again...and again...and again...
i had to go home to England, but booked tickets to see you. Why with one week left untill i saw you did you tell me you didn't love me. DID YOU EVER FU**ING LOVE ME? I don't understand how your mind works, because one minute you love me, the next you don't.
i still hope you can visit me in the summer, as i would like to see you again...i don't care if you don't love me, but you owe me a goodbye ate least
why would you hurt me with no reason
xxx
i really don't understand how your mind works. We had a moment, and i thought it was because you were drunk. The next day i appologised, but you said that it meant something to you. I loved you the moment i met you, and i think you felt the same, so why did you then ignore me and flirt with everyone else.
that night, we went home, and you kissed me again...and again...and again...
i had to go home to England, but booked tickets to see you. Why with one week left untill i saw you did you tell me you didn't love me. DID YOU EVER FU**ING LOVE ME? I don't understand how your mind works, because one minute you love me, the next you don't.
i still hope you can visit me in the summer, as i would like to see you again...i don't care if you don't love me, but you owe me a goodbye ate least
why would you hurt me with no reason
xxx
I'm a pleb and proud of it...apparently
i never can think of a good signature. Oh well, you will just have to live with it, and then realise you wasted 10 seconds of your life just reading this line
i never can think of a good signature. Oh well, you will just have to live with it, and then realise you wasted 10 seconds of your life just reading this line
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Posted 18 April 2006 - 04:20 AM
Dear God,
What is the meaning of life?
Love,
Aeresis
What is the meaning of life?
Love,
Aeresis
"The corset is a real historical artifact...and a bracing, teasing paradox"
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If I had a dollar for every time
I repented the sin and commit the same crime
I'd be sitting on top of the world today.
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Posted 21 April 2006 - 12:17 PM
Dear Council
Give my sister a fucking house. She's broke, homeless and has a two yearold son.
I hate you.
Give my sister a fucking house. She's broke, homeless and has a two yearold son.
I hate you.
You have the effrontery to be squeamish, it thought at him. But we were dragons. We were supposed to be cruel, cunning, heartless, and terrible. But this much I can tell you, you ape – the great face pressed even closer, so that Wonse was staring into the pitiless depths of his eyes - we never burned and tortured and ripped one another apart and called it morality.
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Posted 30 April 2006 - 12:18 PM
Yeah, a long one. I wrote this at work today, and decided to cut and paste just 'cuz.
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Christina,
I still love you. I've never loved anyone like I have you, and I've never met anyone quite like you. I can see in you all the things I've always looked for: you're unconventional, unique, wacky, deep, passionate and intense, sensitive, fun, cute, funny, pretty, open-minded, creative and intelligent.
I saw you change over the course of our marriage. What happened to me was a lot worse, but you were different after I left the church. As the church began to take a bigger role in your life, I saw your personality begin to disappear beneath it. The same thing happened to me when I was in the church, it repressed who I really was; it chained my heart and smothered my spirit. Maybe it was worse in my case, but it's still like I can see the real you poking out from underneath all the rules and laws, and its the most beautiful and incredible thing I've ever seen. You're everything I wanted, but there's this huge wall that stands between you and me, and that's the church's influence.
That same wall stood between me and the people I loved for so long. I'm really getting to know my family now, and feel close to them. I really feel loved and accepted by them, and I haven't had that since I was kid. It's the most wonderful thing in the world, and I'm shocked by how good it is to have family that loves you and that you feel comfortable with. I could never do that with the church, my beliefs were a wall that stood between me and those that I should have been closest to.
Now that I've knocked that wall down, I feel really free. And I feel just as able to deal with life as I did before- even moreso, because I'm free to just be myself. To think what I want, feel what I want, be what I want, do what I want. It's so liberating, and it feels so good to just be free to be me, and to be ok with myself. I feel angry at what happened to me, especially during the time we were married; how the church and my issues with it caused so much confusion and pain in my life, and how I didn't even realize what was wrong. I was so blind, and I wouldn't listen to you or anyone else who tried to tell me that I wasn't myself. I'm angry at myself and at the church for that.
I think what I went through after I left the church was a lot of rebellion: I just wanted to distance myself from the church and everything associated with it, which I thought included feeling and being emotional. That was ridiculous, I turned myself into a robot for nothing, and you suffered most because of it. It isn't your fault, but when I was with you I could never really leave the church, just because its such a part of you. After you left, I didn't have anything to rebel against, I could just let it go and be myself again. And being comfortable with who I am is the most wonderful, fantastic feeling- a feeling I haven't had since I was 17.
I was pretty messed up emotionally during most of our marriage, and I am so deeply sorry for that. I'm sorry for how it hurt you, betrayed you, and wasted your time. You deserve a lot more than what I gave you. I wish I could go back and change all that, but all I have now are apologies, I guess, and I don't know how much that counts for.
I know you don't agree with my view on the church's influence in your life, but that's how things seems from my viewpoint, and it feels really really clear. I wish you would break out of your shell and come back to me, I wish you could be the person I know you really are, I wish I could have all the things I love and cherish about you, the things that made me want to marry you. I know you're committed to the church and that it's part of you, but I don't think it's who you really are, and I'm sure you disagree with me. It's just so tragic, like the univerese has played some sick, twisted joke on us: I can see how we're so alike, how well we fit together, how perfect things could be, and it's like fate was just dangling that in front of me, just out of my reach and yanking it away when I was so close. I can't speak my mind with you or share the things that I feel passionate or excited about because they're taboo. And you can't have someone who can share your spirituality with you. And kids would never work, obviously. I feel furious because of it, it's ridiculous. People spend their whole lives looking for what we found, and an ideological difference ruined the whole thing. I just know that isn't you, that you're so much more liberal and free than that, I can see it in you.
Whether you stay in the church or leave, I really hope you find happiness and fulfillment in your life. I hope you find people that love you and that you can really connect to, and I hope your future will be bright and full of the things that matter most in life. I still love you, I don't know if or when that will go away. I'm trying so hard to move on, but my heart just can't say goodbye. I think, though, that I miss what was when we were first dating, and even more what could have been if all this other stuff hadn't got in the way. I remember the good times we had- picnics in the park, shopping trips, playing games, painting, and all the rest. I want to try again, but I know it wouldn't work with the way things are. I wish that I could be wrong about that, but my mind knows better than my heart in this case, I think.
If you ever come to a crossroads in your life and decide to travel away from the church, look me up.
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Christina,
I still love you. I've never loved anyone like I have you, and I've never met anyone quite like you. I can see in you all the things I've always looked for: you're unconventional, unique, wacky, deep, passionate and intense, sensitive, fun, cute, funny, pretty, open-minded, creative and intelligent.
I saw you change over the course of our marriage. What happened to me was a lot worse, but you were different after I left the church. As the church began to take a bigger role in your life, I saw your personality begin to disappear beneath it. The same thing happened to me when I was in the church, it repressed who I really was; it chained my heart and smothered my spirit. Maybe it was worse in my case, but it's still like I can see the real you poking out from underneath all the rules and laws, and its the most beautiful and incredible thing I've ever seen. You're everything I wanted, but there's this huge wall that stands between you and me, and that's the church's influence.
That same wall stood between me and the people I loved for so long. I'm really getting to know my family now, and feel close to them. I really feel loved and accepted by them, and I haven't had that since I was kid. It's the most wonderful thing in the world, and I'm shocked by how good it is to have family that loves you and that you feel comfortable with. I could never do that with the church, my beliefs were a wall that stood between me and those that I should have been closest to.
Now that I've knocked that wall down, I feel really free. And I feel just as able to deal with life as I did before- even moreso, because I'm free to just be myself. To think what I want, feel what I want, be what I want, do what I want. It's so liberating, and it feels so good to just be free to be me, and to be ok with myself. I feel angry at what happened to me, especially during the time we were married; how the church and my issues with it caused so much confusion and pain in my life, and how I didn't even realize what was wrong. I was so blind, and I wouldn't listen to you or anyone else who tried to tell me that I wasn't myself. I'm angry at myself and at the church for that.
I think what I went through after I left the church was a lot of rebellion: I just wanted to distance myself from the church and everything associated with it, which I thought included feeling and being emotional. That was ridiculous, I turned myself into a robot for nothing, and you suffered most because of it. It isn't your fault, but when I was with you I could never really leave the church, just because its such a part of you. After you left, I didn't have anything to rebel against, I could just let it go and be myself again. And being comfortable with who I am is the most wonderful, fantastic feeling- a feeling I haven't had since I was 17.
I was pretty messed up emotionally during most of our marriage, and I am so deeply sorry for that. I'm sorry for how it hurt you, betrayed you, and wasted your time. You deserve a lot more than what I gave you. I wish I could go back and change all that, but all I have now are apologies, I guess, and I don't know how much that counts for.
I know you don't agree with my view on the church's influence in your life, but that's how things seems from my viewpoint, and it feels really really clear. I wish you would break out of your shell and come back to me, I wish you could be the person I know you really are, I wish I could have all the things I love and cherish about you, the things that made me want to marry you. I know you're committed to the church and that it's part of you, but I don't think it's who you really are, and I'm sure you disagree with me. It's just so tragic, like the univerese has played some sick, twisted joke on us: I can see how we're so alike, how well we fit together, how perfect things could be, and it's like fate was just dangling that in front of me, just out of my reach and yanking it away when I was so close. I can't speak my mind with you or share the things that I feel passionate or excited about because they're taboo. And you can't have someone who can share your spirituality with you. And kids would never work, obviously. I feel furious because of it, it's ridiculous. People spend their whole lives looking for what we found, and an ideological difference ruined the whole thing. I just know that isn't you, that you're so much more liberal and free than that, I can see it in you.
Whether you stay in the church or leave, I really hope you find happiness and fulfillment in your life. I hope you find people that love you and that you can really connect to, and I hope your future will be bright and full of the things that matter most in life. I still love you, I don't know if or when that will go away. I'm trying so hard to move on, but my heart just can't say goodbye. I think, though, that I miss what was when we were first dating, and even more what could have been if all this other stuff hadn't got in the way. I remember the good times we had- picnics in the park, shopping trips, playing games, painting, and all the rest. I want to try again, but I know it wouldn't work with the way things are. I wish that I could be wrong about that, but my mind knows better than my heart in this case, I think.
If you ever come to a crossroads in your life and decide to travel away from the church, look me up.
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Posted 30 April 2006 - 01:24 PM
dear john
some times i wonder why you love me. i'm not a good girlfriend.
i cheated on you and you still wanted to be with me. i havent done anything
to deserve you. i'm lousy. I will never measure up to anyone else. i
feel bad that i'm going out with you becaue you deserve better.
i love you with my whole heart body and soul.
love
me
dear kids at my school
what did i do to you? did i call you names? what did i ever do?
think about it.
some times i wonder why you love me. i'm not a good girlfriend.
i cheated on you and you still wanted to be with me. i havent done anything
to deserve you. i'm lousy. I will never measure up to anyone else. i
feel bad that i'm going out with you becaue you deserve better.
i love you with my whole heart body and soul.
love
me
dear kids at my school
what did i do to you? did i call you names? what did i ever do?
think about it.
xImPurfect_Whishperx, on May 3 2006, 08:05 PM, said:
I'll be clean... you will just be a beautiful mess...
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Posted 01 May 2006 - 04:49 AM
Capn_Danger, on May 1 2006, 08:18 AM, said:
Yeah, a long one. I wrote this at work today, and decided to cut and paste just 'cuz.
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Christina,
I still love you. I've never loved anyone like I have you, and I've never met anyone quite like you. I can see in you all the things I've always looked for: you're unconventional, unique, wacky, deep, passionate and intense, sensitive, fun, cute, funny, pretty, open-minded, creative and intelligent.
I saw you change over the course of our marriage. What happened to me was a lot worse, but you were different after I left the church. As the church began to take a bigger role in your life, I saw your personality begin to disappear beneath it. The same thing happened to me when I was in the church, it repressed who I really was; it chained my heart and smothered my spirit. Maybe it was worse in my case, but it's still like I can see the real you poking out from underneath all the rules and laws, and its the most beautiful and incredible thing I've ever seen. You're everything I wanted, but there's this huge wall that stands between you and me, and that's the church's influence.
That same wall stood between me and the people I loved for so long. I'm really getting to know my family now, and feel close to them. I really feel loved and accepted by them, and I haven't had that since I was kid. It's the most wonderful thing in the world, and I'm shocked by how good it is to have family that loves you and that you feel comfortable with. I could never do that with the church, my beliefs were a wall that stood between me and those that I should have been closest to.
Now that I've knocked that wall down, I feel really free. And I feel just as able to deal with life as I did before- even moreso, because I'm free to just be myself. To think what I want, feel what I want, be what I want, do what I want. It's so liberating, and it feels so good to just be free to be me, and to be ok with myself. I feel angry at what happened to me, especially during the time we were married; how the church and my issues with it caused so much confusion and pain in my life, and how I didn't even realize what was wrong. I was so blind, and I wouldn't listen to you or anyone else who tried to tell me that I wasn't myself. I'm angry at myself and at the church for that.
I think what I went through after I left the church was a lot of rebellion: I just wanted to distance myself from the church and everything associated with it, which I thought included feeling and being emotional. That was ridiculous, I turned myself into a robot for nothing, and you suffered most because of it. It isn't your fault, but when I was with you I could never really leave the church, just because its such a part of you. After you left, I didn't have anything to rebel against, I could just let it go and be myself again. And being comfortable with who I am is the most wonderful, fantastic feeling- a feeling I haven't had since I was 17.
I was pretty messed up emotionally during most of our marriage, and I am so deeply sorry for that. I'm sorry for how it hurt you, betrayed you, and wasted your time. You deserve a lot more than what I gave you. I wish I could go back and change all that, but all I have now are apologies, I guess, and I don't know how much that counts for.
I know you don't agree with my view on the church's influence in your life, but that's how things seems from my viewpoint, and it feels really really clear. I wish you would break out of your shell and come back to me, I wish you could be the person I know you really are, I wish I could have all the things I love and cherish about you, the things that made me want to marry you. I know you're committed to the church and that it's part of you, but I don't think it's who you really are, and I'm sure you disagree with me. It's just so tragic, like the univerese has played some sick, twisted joke on us: I can see how we're so alike, how well we fit together, how perfect things could be, and it's like fate was just dangling that in front of me, just out of my reach and yanking it away when I was so close. I can't speak my mind with you or share the things that I feel passionate or excited about because they're taboo. And you can't have someone who can share your spirituality with you. And kids would never work, obviously. I feel furious because of it, it's ridiculous. People spend their whole lives looking for what we found, and an ideological difference ruined the whole thing. I just know that isn't you, that you're so much more liberal and free than that, I can see it in you.
Whether you stay in the church or leave, I really hope you find happiness and fulfillment in your life. I hope you find people that love you and that you can really connect to, and I hope your future will be bright and full of the things that matter most in life. I still love you, I don't know if or when that will go away. I'm trying so hard to move on, but my heart just can't say goodbye. I think, though, that I miss what was when we were first dating, and even more what could have been if all this other stuff hadn't got in the way. I remember the good times we had- picnics in the park, shopping trips, playing games, painting, and all the rest. I want to try again, but I know it wouldn't work with the way things are. I wish that I could be wrong about that, but my mind knows better than my heart in this case, I think.
If you ever come to a crossroads in your life and decide to travel away from the church, look me up.
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Christina,
I still love you. I've never loved anyone like I have you, and I've never met anyone quite like you. I can see in you all the things I've always looked for: you're unconventional, unique, wacky, deep, passionate and intense, sensitive, fun, cute, funny, pretty, open-minded, creative and intelligent.
I saw you change over the course of our marriage. What happened to me was a lot worse, but you were different after I left the church. As the church began to take a bigger role in your life, I saw your personality begin to disappear beneath it. The same thing happened to me when I was in the church, it repressed who I really was; it chained my heart and smothered my spirit. Maybe it was worse in my case, but it's still like I can see the real you poking out from underneath all the rules and laws, and its the most beautiful and incredible thing I've ever seen. You're everything I wanted, but there's this huge wall that stands between you and me, and that's the church's influence.
That same wall stood between me and the people I loved for so long. I'm really getting to know my family now, and feel close to them. I really feel loved and accepted by them, and I haven't had that since I was kid. It's the most wonderful thing in the world, and I'm shocked by how good it is to have family that loves you and that you feel comfortable with. I could never do that with the church, my beliefs were a wall that stood between me and those that I should have been closest to.
Now that I've knocked that wall down, I feel really free. And I feel just as able to deal with life as I did before- even moreso, because I'm free to just be myself. To think what I want, feel what I want, be what I want, do what I want. It's so liberating, and it feels so good to just be free to be me, and to be ok with myself. I feel angry at what happened to me, especially during the time we were married; how the church and my issues with it caused so much confusion and pain in my life, and how I didn't even realize what was wrong. I was so blind, and I wouldn't listen to you or anyone else who tried to tell me that I wasn't myself. I'm angry at myself and at the church for that.
I think what I went through after I left the church was a lot of rebellion: I just wanted to distance myself from the church and everything associated with it, which I thought included feeling and being emotional. That was ridiculous, I turned myself into a robot for nothing, and you suffered most because of it. It isn't your fault, but when I was with you I could never really leave the church, just because its such a part of you. After you left, I didn't have anything to rebel against, I could just let it go and be myself again. And being comfortable with who I am is the most wonderful, fantastic feeling- a feeling I haven't had since I was 17.
I was pretty messed up emotionally during most of our marriage, and I am so deeply sorry for that. I'm sorry for how it hurt you, betrayed you, and wasted your time. You deserve a lot more than what I gave you. I wish I could go back and change all that, but all I have now are apologies, I guess, and I don't know how much that counts for.
I know you don't agree with my view on the church's influence in your life, but that's how things seems from my viewpoint, and it feels really really clear. I wish you would break out of your shell and come back to me, I wish you could be the person I know you really are, I wish I could have all the things I love and cherish about you, the things that made me want to marry you. I know you're committed to the church and that it's part of you, but I don't think it's who you really are, and I'm sure you disagree with me. It's just so tragic, like the univerese has played some sick, twisted joke on us: I can see how we're so alike, how well we fit together, how perfect things could be, and it's like fate was just dangling that in front of me, just out of my reach and yanking it away when I was so close. I can't speak my mind with you or share the things that I feel passionate or excited about because they're taboo. And you can't have someone who can share your spirituality with you. And kids would never work, obviously. I feel furious because of it, it's ridiculous. People spend their whole lives looking for what we found, and an ideological difference ruined the whole thing. I just know that isn't you, that you're so much more liberal and free than that, I can see it in you.
Whether you stay in the church or leave, I really hope you find happiness and fulfillment in your life. I hope you find people that love you and that you can really connect to, and I hope your future will be bright and full of the things that matter most in life. I still love you, I don't know if or when that will go away. I'm trying so hard to move on, but my heart just can't say goodbye. I think, though, that I miss what was when we were first dating, and even more what could have been if all this other stuff hadn't got in the way. I remember the good times we had- picnics in the park, shopping trips, playing games, painting, and all the rest. I want to try again, but I know it wouldn't work with the way things are. I wish that I could be wrong about that, but my mind knows better than my heart in this case, I think.
If you ever come to a crossroads in your life and decide to travel away from the church, look me up.
I think you should send it.
let it go and run towards the sea. they don't teach that, they don't know what you mean, they don't get it, i wanna scream. i wanna breathe again, i wanna dream!
// I AM NOT AFRAID! //
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Posted 08 May 2006 - 11:20 PM
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Cage of naked crazies, the surgeon's here to bleed. The doctors are all learned men and some can even-
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Posted 09 May 2006 - 10:25 AM
Despised_freak:
Wow. I have to agree with that... I defin have those days where I feel that way....
Dont we all? HeHe.
Wow. I have to agree with that... I defin have those days where I feel that way....
Dont we all? HeHe.
Yeah Guys. This is how I feel. So Back It Up. (Straight Up YO!)
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Posted 10 May 2006 - 02:00 AM
dear vi.
i'm sorry i told your mum about those texts you sent. i didn't mean it as an accusation, i just wanted her to know so that you can get the help you need. i would have told her before, but i feel like you're my only friend and i didn't want to lose you. you're gone now though, and i wanted to help you. even after all you did to me, i wanted to help, and i'm sorry i could only make things worse. we can never be friends again. not now. but it would mean a lot to me if you could bring yourself to forgive me. i don't think you meant what you said, and i don't mind that i was the only one close enough for you to push me away. i've never blamed you for what happened. don't feel bad. please, forgive me.
yours,
- A
i'm sorry i told your mum about those texts you sent. i didn't mean it as an accusation, i just wanted her to know so that you can get the help you need. i would have told her before, but i feel like you're my only friend and i didn't want to lose you. you're gone now though, and i wanted to help you. even after all you did to me, i wanted to help, and i'm sorry i could only make things worse. we can never be friends again. not now. but it would mean a lot to me if you could bring yourself to forgive me. i don't think you meant what you said, and i don't mind that i was the only one close enough for you to push me away. i've never blamed you for what happened. don't feel bad. please, forgive me.
yours,
- A
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Posted 10 May 2006 - 02:06 AM
Dear Self,
Over the past years, we have done a lot togeather. I was there when you were born, all of your dance recitles, science fairs, music recitles, school graduations, plays, when you cut, when you tried to stop, when you were hospitalized for your depression, and i think now is the time for you to give me some gratification. You never tell anyone how much i do for you and you never tell me that you love me. Just once I would like you to be truthfull when you tell someone what type of a life you have. I know you can get over your weaknesses and you have no right to complain. Your wonderfull boyfriend loves you. Kiss him. Tell your parents you love them. I know you do. Be a good girl, get good grades, and try to be nice. Be yourself kid. Everything is going to be alright.
With much love,
You
Over the past years, we have done a lot togeather. I was there when you were born, all of your dance recitles, science fairs, music recitles, school graduations, plays, when you cut, when you tried to stop, when you were hospitalized for your depression, and i think now is the time for you to give me some gratification. You never tell anyone how much i do for you and you never tell me that you love me. Just once I would like you to be truthfull when you tell someone what type of a life you have. I know you can get over your weaknesses and you have no right to complain. Your wonderfull boyfriend loves you. Kiss him. Tell your parents you love them. I know you do. Be a good girl, get good grades, and try to be nice. Be yourself kid. Everything is going to be alright.
With much love,
You
xImPurfect_Whishperx, on May 3 2006, 08:05 PM, said:
I'll be clean... you will just be a beautiful mess...
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Posted 14 May 2006 - 01:30 PM
Dear Karl,
I'm scared I'll never love anyone else because of you.
Please love me.
Please.
I'm scared I'll never love anyone else because of you.
Please love me.
Please.
You have the effrontery to be squeamish, it thought at him. But we were dragons. We were supposed to be cruel, cunning, heartless, and terrible. But this much I can tell you, you ape – the great face pressed even closer, so that Wonse was staring into the pitiless depths of his eyes - we never burned and tortured and ripped one another apart and called it morality.
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Posted 15 May 2006 - 01:37 PM
Dear What A Beautiful Mess
<3
Thank you
~Jarrett
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Dear Steve.
You're girlfriend is fucking ugly.
~Jarrett
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Dear Rob,
It's never gonna happen, deal with it.
~Jarrett
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Thank you
~Jarrett
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Dear Steve.
You're girlfriend is fucking ugly.
~Jarrett
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Dear Rob,
It's never gonna happen, deal with it.
~Jarrett
You have the effrontery to be squeamish, it thought at him. But we were dragons. We were supposed to be cruel, cunning, heartless, and terrible. But this much I can tell you, you ape – the great face pressed even closer, so that Wonse was staring into the pitiless depths of his eyes - we never burned and tortured and ripped one another apart and called it morality.
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Posted 15 May 2006 - 01:59 PM
dear jarrett,
any time
<3 wabm
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dear teachers.
you know what. i haven't had a good teacher all year. i'm sick of having to deal
with your yelling. I am the best student respect wise and you go ahead and yell!?
you're fucking crazy.
ps
I HATE YOU
yours truly
me
pps
my writing owns yours mr english teacher so up yours.
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any time
<3 wabm
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dear teachers.
you know what. i haven't had a good teacher all year. i'm sick of having to deal
with your yelling. I am the best student respect wise and you go ahead and yell!?
you're fucking crazy.
ps
I HATE YOU
yours truly
me
pps
my writing owns yours mr english teacher so up yours.
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xImPurfect_Whishperx, on May 3 2006, 08:05 PM, said:
I'll be clean... you will just be a beautiful mess...
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